MY SELF

there i am again ..
crying all by myself ..
starring at the ceiling ..
thinking about that question !!
what did i do wrong ..
in my past ??
why am i so restless .
when i'm on my bed at night ..
each and every single night ..
i would ask myself ..
the same question ..
over and over again ..
the question still remain ..
unsolved and unknown ..
by people ...
and most certainly myself ...